Chillax, Chick

My last post was not made yesterday (Monday) but I edited to put a tag on it and had to republish it. I think it's because I edited on mobile, because if it does that on the pc browser that's just dumb. Anyhoozle,,,

I barely started talking to an old friend and now he's not allowed to. I'm not mad at him or anything and I understand there's not much he can do, but Emily is a psychopath. I'm upset that he feels that he's stuck with her and that she's so insecure and jealous that she can't trust her own husband

Ok I've had this draft open all day 'cause I didn't feel like writing anymore but something new came up. Emily had used Jesus' phone to text me to delete his number. I was bummed and stuff but I wanted to respect his wishes so I said that I wouldn't text him anymore, but that was wrong of her to make him do, etc, etc.

That happened in the afternoon. Zoom to late this evening, after hanging out and eating donuts with Luke, John, and Nick at 2 in the morning (we're fat, I know) I get a Facebook message from Jesus saying that I should text him because Emily deleted me off his phone. I was confused only for a moment before everything freaking clicked. I told him what had happened and his exact words were, "Damn Emily."

She freaking posed as him to get me to stop talking to him. She has some serious issues because honestly? She knows me. At least I think she should know me well enough to know that I'm not gonna let him cheat on her with me like what the heck? Are you that insecure? Are you that jealous? He'd like you more if you didn't make his life so miserable. You're the one who pushes him to lie and then use that against him when it's your fault in the first place.

Please chill and stop acting so crazy, mmk? Let the man live and you will both be happier, I guarantee it,

Family Blues

Hey look, I'm making a post.

At my grandfather's funeral, I saw family I hadn't seen in years. I saw family that I vaguely remembered the existence of. The events that led to our reunion were just unfortunate. I still didn't get to see my older cousins Chrissy and Renee, and they're the ones I've missed the most over the years. The petty problems of our parents are what kept us apart. I saw their younger brother, Nicholas, now 12 years old, who I last remember seeing as a toddler. I saw my Tia with Renee's two adorable daughters I never got to meet until that point. I think they're like 5 and 7?

My uncle Carlos wanted us to start talking his family more but my parents are content with being disconnected and try try to convince me that they only want stuff from us.

I don't know. I've always been jealous of people with big families who are close. My my mom keeps telling me that me and my sister are only going to have each other when we grow older and to stay close and I'd like to, but we're probably going to end up in different states. And I mean I'll try but she's not even the family type. I feel the pressure of continuing our line, lolz but that's fine because I always intended of starting a family of my own.

I love my parents but they have childish mindsets sometimes and then get into stupid feuds with our extended family. They all act like children honestly. I hope my future husband is close to his family.

Without my grandfather, holidays are just going to be more lonely and sad and small.